Saturday, October 13, 2007

Not Down


What the hell? I've said before and I will say it again... I hate assumptions. They are never any good.

I thought hard about posting this blog. I know they will read it...and I know they will probably be pissed. But wait...do I care? Not particularly. I'm done. I've moved on. Anything I've done for the past 3 or 4 months and will do from here on out, has absolutely nothing to do with them. My actions, my decisions, are my own, and are not based on anyone but ME.

I do not even think about you, or what you want. Because I do not care anymore. I am happy without you. I have a shitload of friends, people who care for me, people who will be there for me, people who I can talk to. People who, if there is a problem I can approach them and know they can approach me. I have girls that make me feel good, make me feel special, and I do the same for them. I am dating, flirting, and guess what? I'm good at it ;) Haha.

I am who I want to be. I say what I want, I am not ashamed or afraid. I spent 2 years saying things that didn't want to be heard. I'm telling you now, piss off. If you think that you did nothing to make me upset...you are playing me. I have self control, and I do not divulge everything that I know. And I do not divulge what I wanted to, because you are doing enough damage to yourself. I am bigger and better than you will ever be. I'm sorry.

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