Supposedly

I'm lazy. I haven't written in this thing for almost a month. More like 2 and half weeks, but whatever. Supposedly I need to get on writing this post. My girlfriend was bitching cuz she has nothing to read. Lol.

Well nothing much is going on. My relationship has its ups and downs. Actually today was one of the first downs since we got back together. It all has to do with trust. Trust was broken on both ends. And well, lets just say I haven't healed all the way. I know I say I'm working on it and etc, but at the same time I still break down. My mind is conflicted within itself. I know that I trust her I'm sure I do. But I can't help being hurt when I feel things are being hidden or feel the tiniest bit suspicious. At this moment in time I honestly and sincerly cannot help it.

But all in all I am confident in our relationship. I have faith in us, I have faith in her, and most importantly I have faith in myself.