A couple things

I've noticed a lot of people finding themselves someone. People are falling in love, falling in lust, finding some fun. Now you know me, I tend to be a content person by nature, I don't want to complain, and I really haven't complained in a while. (I mean, look at how long it has been since I wrote a blog!) But seriously...is there something wrong with me? I never seem to get anywhere. Girl after girl, date after date. No one wants anything more than that. I like a girl...I tell her...she likes me too! Now what? Wait, excuse me? You don't want a relationship? Well shit. Back to the beginning. Dead end after dead end. I'm either not relationship material or I end of getting forgotten or ignored all together. So I guess this is my way of saying..."HELLO?!?! I'M RIGHT HERE!" Please tell me WTF is wrong with me...I would really like to know, how it is so easy for everyone else but me?

Ok so I guess that is done. Ranting over, whining over.

Next thing...

Have you ever felt that there was one who got away? I've heard the phrase for all my life. But I've really been thinking about it. I think I may of encountered the one who got away. Someone I could of truly loved. Someone who was not only a friend, but a potential girl friend. However, I shouldn't blame myself for this, because I tried...oh how I tried. She was so resistant, and I didn't want to force it. But honestly...GAH. I can't do it anymore. I gave up, stopped trying...and now it has become clear, she isn't coming back. And there is nothing more I can say then, I think she got away. She is the one that got away. Well, oh well. I'm done. Moving on.