Good Morning Starshine

So it's been over a month, almost two. And I'm feeling much better about life. I'm meeting new people, talking to new girls and loving it! I've never been a part of this single scene and its confusing as hell. I didn't know what I wanted for a while, and honestly I'm still trying to figure it out further. As each day and each experience passes through my life I check off different things that I definitely do not want, and things that I do. I'm learning new boundaries within myself, things that I can handle and things that I can't. I'm sorry to those who were caught in the middle of my search. It hasn't been until recently that I'm truly sorting this all out. I was left so jumbled and lost, faith broken, but now I'm finding myself and restoring my faith.

So basically life is better and I'm looking forward to some fun times this Tuesday :-D Not to say that I still don't get sad, usually at night, right before I fall asleep, the time when the most thoughts run through your head. And for me...I'm not quite sure whether I miss her....or if I miss it...I guess that is one more thing I will be finding out as each day passes.