Holy Shit

It has been a veeeerrrrry long time since I have posted here. And lets just say that I'm lazy. Because I admit it, its true, I am quite lazy. Its a fault of mine, that at times depresses me. But alas, I move on as usual and charge, or meander, towards another day.

Um, so I suppose this is the point where I update my non-existent readers of my where abouts. Let us see.....I'm still with my lovely girlfriend, we, like any other couple, have our ups and downs, and I can say as of right now the ups surpass the downs, which is extraordinary. Our lives have become quite complicated. However this is by choice and believed to, in the end, help not only our relationship, but ourselves. Unfortunately, one problem has surfaced and it is, well, unknowingly unpleasant (If that makes sense). I guess you can call it something of a rut. A routine, or perhaps lack of one, that presumes to bore its participants. It is by no means an insult to the people who orbit within this rut, which I admit I took it that way at first. It is more of a yearning for something new and something productive (dare I say).

So it seems that I, as well as she, are in a rut. We want new friends (not replacements), new chances for or newly complicated relationship, and some new activities for our routine (perhaps school needs to start..lol). Well it looks like I will be coming back to post my progress, if there is any.